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Sunday, November 28th, 2004
3:31 am	Slowly I Turn I almost died today and it was waaaay fucking scarry (and even more scarry bc I have a constant fear that I will die in my car). Me and Michele almost got hot by this car that had to have been going at least 100mph and I had to swere out of the way. So I call my Christian and he says "ya that doesn't matter, I got a ticket." Ya I'm sorry you got a ticket. That does suck. I tried to be nice and was like "oo really?! how" when really I was thinking, "ok I called you bc I was just scared shitless and I love you." Then my phone died. Whatever I totaly don't expect anything best friend like out of you anymore. The less I expect the less I get hurt. Once when I really needed you, you totaly went out and fucking left me at your house. Sorry my problem got in the way of your plans. I would do anything for you and you counldn't even give up one night for me. Bc you don't have every other weekend to go out right? Whatever. The Virgin Mary in the tree saved me and michele. Thanks VM;) plus we laughed a lot on the way home. Night.
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Thursday, October 14th, 2004
11:28 pm	Everyone, Meet Gavin.
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Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
8:03 pm	So I got this email today from Saddle Creek. Cursive remains intact! nope. that is not true. they are just taking a little break while tim focuses on the good life. robb -- I can't wait for next week. Well not the quizes, but the rest of it. Life is sweet.
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3:46 pm	Funny thing.... tuns out I don't really like the puppy. Weird huh? One last email from Stacy and my life has gained some hope. I organize things today. I hope this works. I miss people.
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11:07 am	O-M-G!!! I'm the happiest person in the WORLD right now. I love emails from STACY! *snap* *snap* P.S. I got a puppy. Any name sugestions?
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Thursday, October 7th, 2004
1:26 am	I miss you! Baby, you're bad news;)
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Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
12:22 am	It's a picture of a picture...sorry it sucks Fortress Around My Heart... I push the memories out of my mind without the pictures you're even harder to find
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12:10 am	And if I do, will you hold me to it? Counting backward from ten until the motives are clear.
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Thursday, September 30th, 2004
1:36 pm	Ninja Please! J.B. Hunt You know it
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Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
9:21 pm	Me.Me.Me East Los tomorrow. Just me and my camera. I luvs meh camera.
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Monday, September 27th, 2004
10:19 pm	Psh! I hate being responsible because I will NOT be meating Interpol in 2 hours. Maybe it's all for the best. Maybe I'll be albe to stay awake in class tomorrow. Next time! "Can I ask you ladies a question?...."
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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
2:21 pm	Say something.
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Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
3:04 pm	In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round I stand there for a minute starin’ straight into the ground Lookin’ to the left slightly, then lookin’ back down World feels like it’s caved in – proper sorry frown Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us I can change and I can grow or we could adjust The wicked thing about us is we always have trust We can even have an open relationship, if you must I look at her she stares almost straight back at me But her eyes glaze over like she’s lookin’ straight through me Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity When they open up she’s lookin’ down at her feet Dry your eyes mate I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up There’s plenty more fish in the sea Dry your eyes mate I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts But you’ve got to walk away now It’s over So then I move my hand up from down by my side It's shakin’, my life is crashin’ before my eyes Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh ‘Cause I can’t imagine my life without you and me There’s things I can’t imagine doin’, things I can’t imagine seein’ It weren't supposed to be easy, surely Please, please, I beg you please She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she’s blessed with She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures By pushin’ my hand away to my chest, from hers Dry your eyes mate I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up There’s plenty more fish in the sea Dry your eyes mate I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts But you’ve got to walk away now It’s over And I’m just standin’ there, I can’t say a word ‘Cause everythin’s just gone I’ve got nothin’ Absolutely nothin’ Tryin’ to pull her close out of bare desperation Put my arms around her tryin’ to change what she’s sayin’ Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in Look into her eyes to make her listen again I’m not gonna fuckin’, just fuckin’ leave it all now ‘Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow And you’re gonna let our things simply crash and fall down You’re well out of order now, this is well out of town She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight Turns around so she’s now got her back to my face Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away Dry your eyes mate I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up There’s plenty more fish in the sea Dry your eyes mate I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts But you’ve got to walk away now It’s over I know in the past I’ve found it hard to say Tellin’ you things, but not tellin’ straight But the more I pull on your hand and say The more you pull away Dry your eyes mate I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up There’s plenty more fish in the sea Dry your eyes mate I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts But you’ve got to walk away now.
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Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
3:56 pm	And she was speaking French The same person cannot step into the same river twice.
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Monday, September 6th, 2004
1:53 am	I'm totally talking to Sarah! Life = complete Cupcake Pirate: ok thanks lt MISSES AND KISSESSSSSS seconds of you: MISSES AND KISSES!!! Cupcake Pirate signed off at 2:00:03 AM. :) / :(
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Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
11:03 am	A fairwell post Ok ok. So I have decided to change my point of view. The things I once saw as curses I will now look at as blessings. It will only make me more compassionate and caring in the end. I hope there is no end. I skipped my 2nd class today. Oh and Bobby! fate brought me to a table today and it all about "Photo Group." I'll fill ya in later. Wait for my FRISCO call. FRISCO in T-minus 1 hour and counting. Um Sarah was gonna call me today and now she is not and I'm a bit sad. But I guess it's better because now if she calls me Monday I can sit and talk and not drive and talk. Oh so my dogs are totaly gay together. They didn't like each other at first but I think it was just sexual tension. Maybe I'll join the gay/straight allience at school to better understand them. It's kinda funny. What ever funnier are the signs at school for the gay club. They are bright pink and some say "GAY?" in big letters and some say "BI?" HA. It gets me every time. P.S. I love you the mostest!
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Saturday, August 28th, 2004
3:04 pm	HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEOWGAN!
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Monday, August 23rd, 2004
8:49 pm	HOLLA! Ok good things are going down! I changed my schedual so now I don't go to school until 4pm on Mon and Wed!!!! AND I get out at 8pm. 4pm-8pm. Gooood times. Tues and Thursdays I get out at 2:15!! and NOW I don't evev go Fridays! This is the best news since Jesus dying for my sins! Quote of the YEAR: Senario: Me, Sean and Shea walking around campus Sarority gal "HEY! did you guys want a flyer for "blah blah" sarority? Shea "Oh I got one" Sarority gal "OK! Good Times!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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10:32 am	:) HAPPY BIRTHDAY Christian/Bobby!!!!! I don't know what to write....but you know I love you! I wish you all the best today and FOREVER. Thanks for everything.
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Saturday, August 21st, 2004
3:26 pm	FOR SARAh OMG OMG OMG. Hey Sarah thers is a deaf kid in my photo class and sometimes I sing "O-M-G" to him. I really miss you bc I keep thinking about my FRISCO trip (which Jenny is now going on:) ) and I think 'DANG it's gonna eb so much fun being outta conrtol w/ Sarah...oh wait she is not going and then I get sad bc I keep thinking how fun it would be with you. Sigh. Well haha I just remembred you gave me your email and so now I guess I'll just email you the rest of whatI was gonna say OMG I MISS YOU. XbathyXbathX CORE FOR LIFE P.S. I still keep thinking about bending it like Sarah and it's way funny and I laugh too much bc you YOU! Make some new memories and tell me all aout them ok? Thanks.
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