that girl

firstaste @ 2004-10-12T20:03:00

2004-10-14T03:08:52Z

So I got this email today from Saddle Creek. Cursive remains intact!

nope. that is not true. they are just taking a little break while tim focuses on the good life.

robb
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I can't wait for next week. Well not the quizes, but the rest of it.
Life is sweet.

firstaste @ 2004-10-12T15:46:00

2004-10-12T22:50:54Z

Funny thing....
tuns out I don't really like the puppy. Weird huh?

One last email from Stacy and my life has gained some hope.
I organize things today. I hope this works.

I miss people.

O-M-G!!!

2004-10-12T18:09:10Z

I'm the happiest person in the WORLD right now. I love emails from STACY!
*snap* *snap*
P.S. I got a puppy. Any name sugestions?

I miss you!

2004-10-07T08:26:31Z

Baby, you're bad news;)

It's a picture of a picture...sorry it sucks

2004-10-06T07:26:01Z

Fortress Around My Heart...

I push the memories out of my mind
without the pictures you're even harder to find

And if I do, will you hold me to it?

2004-10-06T07:20:56Z

Counting backward from ten until the motives are clear.

Ninja Please!

2004-09-30T20:37:20Z

J.B. Hunt

You know it

Me.Me.Me

2004-09-29T04:22:29Z

East Los tomorrow.
Just me and my camera.
I luvs meh camera.

firstaste @ 2004-09-27T22:19:00

2004-09-28T05:21:17Z

Psh! I hate being responsible because I will NOT be meating Interpol in 2 hours.
Maybe it's all for the best. Maybe I'll be albe to stay awake in class tomorrow.

Next time!

"Can I ask you ladies a question?...."

firstaste @ 2004-09-19T14:21:00

2004-09-19T21:21:33Z

Say something.

firstaste @ 2004-09-15T15:04:00

2004-09-15T22:07:26Z

In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin’ straight into the ground
Lookin’ to the left slightly, then lookin’ back down
World feels like it’s caved in – proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like she’s lookin’ straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she’s lookin’ down at her feet

Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over

So then I move my hand up from down by my side
It's shakin’, my life is crashin’ before my eyes
Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
‘Cause I can’t imagine my life without you and me
There’s things I can’t imagine doin’, things I can’t imagine seein’
It weren't supposed to be easy, surely
Please, please, I beg you please
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she’s blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
By pushin’ my hand away to my chest, from hers

Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over

And I’m just standin’ there, I can’t say a word
‘Cause everythin’s just gone
I’ve got nothin’
Absolutely nothin’

Tryin’ to pull her close out of bare desperation
Put my arms around her tryin’ to change what she’s sayin’
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
I’m not gonna fuckin’, just fuckin’ leave it all now
‘Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And you’re gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
You’re well out of order now, this is well out of town
She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight
Turns around so she’s now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away

Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over

I know in the past I’ve found it hard to say
Tellin’ you things, but not tellin’ straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say
The more you pull away

Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now.

And she was speaking French

2004-09-14T23:02:12Z

The same person cannot step into the same river twice.

firstaste @ 2004-09-06T01:53:00

2004-09-06T08:54:41Z

I'm totally talking to Sarah!
Life = complete

Cupcake Pirate: ok thanks lt MISSES AND KISSESSSSSS
seconds of you: MISSES AND KISSES!!!
Cupcake Pirate signed off at 2:00:03 AM.

:) / :(

A fairwell post

2004-09-02T18:14:49Z

Ok ok.
So I have decided to change my point of view.
The things I once saw as curses I will now look at as blessings.
It will only make me more compassionate and caring in the end.
I hope there is no end.

I skipped my 2nd class today.
Oh and Bobby! fate brought me to a table today and it all about "Photo Group." I'll fill ya in later.
Wait for my FRISCO call.
FRISCO in T-minus 1 hour and counting.

Um Sarah was gonna call me today and now she is not and I'm a bit sad. But I guess it's better because now if she calls me Monday I can sit and talk and not drive and talk.

Oh so my dogs are totaly gay together. They didn't like each other at first but I think it was just sexual tension. Maybe I'll join the gay/straight allience at school to better understand them. It's kinda funny.
What ever funnier are the signs at school for the gay club. They are bright pink and some say "GAY?" in big letters and some say "BI?" HA. It gets me every time.

P.S. I love you the mostest!

firstaste @ 2004-08-28T15:04:00

2004-08-28T22:04:37Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEOWGAN!

HOLLA!

2004-08-24T03:54:48Z

Ok good things are going down!
I changed my schedual so now I don't go to school until 4pm on Mon and Wed!!!! AND I get out at 8pm. 4pm-8pm. Gooood times.

Tues and Thursdays I get out at 2:15!! and NOW I don't evev go Fridays!

This is the best news since Jesus dying for my sins!

Quote of the YEAR:

Senario: Me, Sean and Shea walking around campus

Sarority gal "HEY! did you guys want a flyer for "blah blah" sarority?
Shea "Oh I got one"
Sarority gal "OK! Good Times!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

:)

2004-08-23T17:32:39Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Christian/Bobby!!!!!

I don't know what to write....but you know I love you!
I wish you all the best today and FOREVER.
Thanks for everything.

FOR SARAh

2004-08-21T22:29:35Z

OMG OMG OMG.
Hey Sarah thers is a deaf kid in my photo class and sometimes I sing "O-M-G" to him.

I really miss you bc I keep thinking about my FRISCO trip (which Jenny is now going on:) ) and I think 'DANG it's gonna eb so much fun being outta conrtol w/ Sarah...oh wait she is not going and then I get sad bc I keep thinking how fun it would be with you. Sigh.

Well haha I just remembred you gave me your email and so now I guess I'll just email you the rest of whatI was gonna say OMG I MISS YOU.

XbathyXbathX CORE FOR LIFE
P.S. I still keep thinking about bending it like Sarah and it's way funny and I laugh too much bc you YOU!
Make some new memories and tell me all aout them ok? Thanks.

Casting Call to all my Niggers and Bitches:

2004-08-18T20:31:15Z

Hey Lovers,

I need people for a mini photoshoot.
It will take place this Monday and an undisclosed time.
All are welcome and encouraged to participate.
I need as many people as I can get. Your particiation would be a large help to me.
I also need another driver.
Bring your friends.

If you would like to be a part of this leave me a message or gimmie a call.

Love Ya Lovers,
Stefani

P.S. This sunday will be a fun filled day in Buena Park if you like cameras and what not so let mw know if you are ready for some action from the back section.

firstaste @ 2004-07-31T10:39:00

2004-07-31T17:40:07Z

There was just a whole story on Ch. 7 about Diana Taurasie.
Cool Huh?

firstaste @ 2004-07-29T16:22:00

2004-07-29T23:24:21Z

Since when does my school not allow me to take more than 16 units?

Whatever I have 5 classes
and I'm gonna petition to get into ooooooonnnnneeeee more
and then I'm taking photo at el sac-o

oo what a busy bee I'll be!

firstaste @ 2004-07-29T01:20:00

2004-07-29T08:20:45Z

Um I'm totaly in love with my friends.

firstaste @ 2004-07-25T17:42:00

2004-07-26T00:43:20Z

4egy707

firstaste @ 2004-07-25T11:02:00

2004-07-25T18:03:04Z

82. tonight. who is in?
call me 909 234 7350

DAS Mega Cool

2004-07-23T23:03:55Z

The July 18th show got moved to the 28th of this month!!!! This show is going to be way fun and 7 bands are playing!!! You can also send DAS a message and they will tell you how to get tickets. Thanx all you beauties!!!

I (Stefani) have tickets too so hit me up and I'll hook you up.
It's gonna be a rockin' show so I hope you kids don't miss out.
It's beter to get ticket now and not at the door;)$8
Call me if you have questions or IM me at SecondsOFYou

DAS MEGA COOL w/

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